Mind games, cancer & Me
Posted April 7, 2011on:
Yes, I play them, although I work hard to stuff these mind games down, along with fearful thoughts.
Today’s mind game was to not write a blog post until after I had my four-month checkup with my oncologist – I didn’t want to be perky if doom was right around the corner.
I walked to and from the cancer center, another mind game to prove to myself I’m really fine. That worked.
The official report is that my blood work and chest x-ray “look great.” My leash extends another four months.
The thing about cancer is that it is so mysterious and so microscopic at its beginning. You never know what evil lurks inside the body.
At this moment, no evil is discoverable within my body. Now my mind …